2026-01-18 - Entry 72

Woke up around 3 again which is only a problem because I have work. I bought Cuphead on Steam this morning and I’ve been breezing through it without much trouble. I’ve played for a little under 3 hours and I’m already part way through the last area out of 3. I wish I had the good at science and math autism instead of the good at video games autism but it seems like being good at anything that matters is impossible for me. I should find some new endeavor with my server or website to dive into. At least then I’m doing something “productive”.

I learned today from my mom that my great uncle died. I wasn’t close with him and it had been quite a few years since I’d last seen him but it’s still sad. There’s not much family left :/ Gotta appreciate the few that are left. Who knows how much time the rest of the extended family has? Probably not too much relatively speaking. If I ever get my car fixed I’d like to visit them some more.

Came up with a way to keep myself occupied with my site and server at work today. I’m gonna make a .onion mirror for this site. It can be for the privacy nerds who use Tor Browser for absolutely everything. Also I’m gonna provide a PGP key for my email which I should have done much earlier for those same privacy nerds who may want to send encrypted email. I’d like to keep this period of me actually doing productive things with my time going as long as possible so running out of things to do is bad.

my routine

I don’t have work tomorrow so all is well. Hopefully I go to sleep soon. I had an energy drink at work so I hope it doesn’t keep me awake.