Been awake all night…Been trying to learn C but I just can’t focus on anything and it’s really frustrating. This is why I will never get a job in the tech industry ever. I am constantly battling my ADHD brain and as a result I get nothing done.

It’s too easy to just do nothing of value all day and I fucking hate ittttt. I wish doing things I actually enjoy came easy to me but instead I spend all day watching Youtube or playing video games and just being overall worthless.

I enjoy working on my programming or web design stuff but it requires actual effort to do these things when junk food like Youtube or video games are right there. I just feel like such a worthless person sometimes. These struggles are not things normal people have to go through. I doubt most programmers or web designers struggle like this, they just do the thing they want to do naturally with no issue.