2025-02-03 - Entry 27

Had some strange dream about going to Japan. I went with a old friend who I haven’t thought about in probably a decade lol. Unfortunately don’t remember too much. I feel like I used to remember my dreams a lot but that doesn’t happen anymore. I woke a bit earlier than I would have liked. Ideally I wake up at 7 or 8 but that doesn’t happen often. I’m honestly not sure if I’m working today or not. I have to bring the kids to the bus and I’ll go check my schedule after I do that today.

I made an omelette after I dropped the kids off at the bus. It was slightly overcooked but still good :) I played 2kki with my friend again which is always nice. Haven’t done much besides that. Been in a Discord voice chat watching somebody play Binding of Isaac. Listening to people talk about Twitter drama just makes my eyes roll into the back of my head. Twitter is such hot garbage I have no clue why any sane person would use it. Using it is just mental self harm.

I got another one of my friends to play 2kki with me hehe. He didn’t play all that long though hopefully he will like it ;-;. My trackball mouse has arrived. It feels surprisingly intuitive to use. This technically isn’t my first time using a trackball mouse but it has probably been like 7+ years since I last used one. It feels nice to use in bed.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I’m reading more romance doujin and It’s making me lonely and depressed but it also makes me happy noooooooooooooooooooooooooo…Real life is very depressing in comparison.

My mom offered to bring me to the grocery store and I agreed because it has been months since I went grocery shopping. All the food I get is from work. I felt quite anxious in the store. I feel like my ability to exist in public is falling apart with how much time I spend alone these days. Spent like $60 which sucked but it is nice to actually have food in my fridge again. I got stuff for even more omelettes in the future as well as yogurt and granola. Lots of yummy (and expensive) things. Back to reading my cute fluffy doujins probably :)