I’ve kinda gone down a depressing rabbit hole online so I am not feeling great emotionally right now. Truly the struggles of a terminally online person. Been listening to some interesting music tonight though and that’s been fun. Windows96 is actually just a really cool music artist though. It’s vaporwave but with a lot more personallity than you normally get with that genre. I don’t particularly like the genre but I do like this one artist in it :)

I’ve been thinking…I might in the future give this site a new domain name. Lots of people in the personal website space have a name for their site seperate from their online handle/name. Might be cool to do that for my own site although I am for the most part content with the current domain name of this site. Maybe I’m too boring to do stuff like that though. The coolest sites I’ve seen on neocities and elsewhere are made by artists and I am not an artist lmao. I can make an interesting website with enough time but I struggle with this whole creativity thing. I have a logical programmer mind and sometimes I wish I didn’t.

I slept through most of the day- I have day off work though so fuck it!

I am trying to teach my friend how to make a website. He be struggling a bit but I believe in him. I feel like a lot of people are terrified of failiure and I blame the education system for that! People are taught at a young age that failiure is always a bad thing but in reality you need to fail before you can learn and schools try to teach you the opposite. It makes me sad.

My mom made baked potatos and I put sour cream, bacon bits, cheese and chives on mine and it’s very yummy. I don’t know how my mom deals with my sisters all day. Any interaction with them is almost immediately stressful. The younger one is straight up feral I swear. The older one isn’t so bad. I just don’t have the patience for them and they drive me crazy. I think they’re part of the reason I spend so much time in my room.